"Whoops, ya caught me bein' a mentor." Lol. So many reasons I love that movie. But that's not the quote helping me in my time of need right now:
"Oh Shrek. Don't worry. Things just seem bad because it's dark and rainy and Fiona's father hired a sleazy hitman to whack you. Things'll be better in the morning."
-Donkey, Shrek 2
Had a shitty day today. I have a biopsy of my nodule Friday, I feel like shit, I miss my babies, and since the swollen thyroid I'm back to square one, where I can't do anything for myself. Can hardly walk to the bathroom. Going to the store to get necessities is out of the question. And I'm almost out of t-pons. Went to my doc today, the miracle worker Dr. Galyardt, and feel even shittier because I felt shitty there and wasn't very nice to him. And all he's doing is helping me. But I couldn't help it. I've been struggling since July. I'm tired of babying myself, I'm tired of taking things easy, I'm tired of not having a normal life. He sat me down and forced me to do some breathing exercises, he taught me how to stimulate my Vegas nerve which I guess is the gag reflex which I don't have, and I just blew him off. I'm tired of having to do special exercises, I'm tired of having to walk myself through breathing. I just want to live like a normal human being who can handle normal day to day activities. Fuck me.