Wake up time. The scariest part of the day. I had a good night's sleep...but it all goes downhill from here.
Yesterday I had my first heartburn since the 3rd and it was just as scary. It hurt, I couldn't breathe, and it took the better half of the night for it to go away. Then I got nauseous, felt sick, and was joined by a throw up bowl. They're vicious cycles: I have gerd, which makes it hard to breathe. It makes it easiest when I lay down, but when I do I get heartburn and can't breathe even more. I have a stomach infection. It makes me exhaustingly tired and gives me nausea and diarrhea. I drink a lot to stay hydrated, so then I have to go to the bathroom every few minutes, which I'm too tired to do. AND THEN I get hungry since everything's coming out, but like last night I wasn't trying to eat since I would be going to bed soon and didn't want more heartburn. It all sucks pretty bad right now. But that hasn't happened since the 3rd. And it certainly hadn't happened where I had both gerd and infection problems at the same time until yesterday. So. If it happens again or something like it: I'm not getting better, I'm getting worse.
10:00 am, right now:
Scariest part of my life.